November 2010
“i had begun
to point my pen
at [his] heart”
– saul williams
conversations w/ meg
s to m : why do i feel invigorated being at the laundromat for the first time? m to s : cause it’s the international symbol for independence s to m : i love it ! its hilarious m to s : its amazing people watching too. and all the coolest people in the movies go to laundromats s to m : i know. strange right.. maybe i’ll find mr right, folding his boxer...
October 2010
tarot card of the day reads..
“The World card suggests that my alter ego is The Conqueror, whose superpower lies in graduation to the next level. Today I am free. I have accomplished my mission and feel on top of the world. I will enjoy the experience to its fullest. I have come full circle on my path to success. My job is done, my dream fulfilled, and I have them eating out of my hands. Accept and embrace the journey...
sunday mornings, feel like dancin →
click the link.
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sometimes you just need to cry
i think i’ve cried about 10 times today.. and not in the “why me, im so sad” type of cry.. more of the “i have no idea what to think anymore” type of cry. newness brings clarity. the past few months have been insane, ups and downs, back and forth, over and under and here. i’ve been putting on my strong face, my.. nothin can touch this, everythings with reason...
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“this whole ‘emotional rollercoaster’ business sucks. i think its...”
conversations w/ nicole
S - N : “We might go to the Standard tomorrow night for a Halloween Party if you’re free…” N - S : “I don’t have a costume : (“ S - N : “Girl, I’m putting together shit now. I’ll go to your casa and we can figure it out” N - S : “I don’t have anything!!! Not even stuff to put together haha”...
“Dont throw yourself out on another’s whim. People change, as do intentions and...”
– Alex Gaskarth (via quote-book)
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soulmates
remember my previous post of “soulmate friendships”? this is a follow up.. meg [a fantastic writer btw and i recommend reading her blog if ever in need of some inspiration] wrote a post entitled “the women i am” and featured me as a part of her list of women she sees herself in. not only was this needed & with perfect timing.. it reminded me i am.. worthy in a sense....
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“When destiny calls you, you must be strong!”
– You’ll Be In My Heart song (Phil Collins)
“Sometimes people are beautiful. Not in looks. Not in what they say. Just in what...”
– Markus Zusak (via kari-shma)
“i wish i wasn’t hungover with a pounding headache, i could really use some...”
“Fate controls who walks into your life. You decide who you let walk out, who you...”
– Unknown (via kari-shma)
“i didn’t know what to say, so i said nothing.”
a giggle or four
early photographic memories <— click.
i opened this with hopes of seeing some romantic[esque] photos of people back in the yay day but instead i “LOL’d” upon reading all of the sarcastic ass comments.
my favorite : Dee Whiteman 15 seconds ago Report Abuse
Looks like a couple of TEA BAGGERS trying to rig another election
“have you ever experienced a “soul mate” sort of friendship? You know, the type...”
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“the only blues im cravin at the moment is my music”
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a drunken dinner date
..a shadow cascade of sweet serenity truth. seconds worth of self doubt washing over me. break lights break lights haze. 3000 miles in the wrong lane & i missed my exit can’t catch my breath suffocating. willingly. yearning to feel something on my own. hedonistic freedom selfish. victim. pleading. better yet, i’ll save these words for yesterday’s dinner & molest the pill cabinet to avoid...
“put your ear down close to your soul and listen hard”
– anne sexton
a goodbye
” a n v a n a n v “ its been real.
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“Do stuff. Be clenched, curious. Not waiting for inspiration’s shove or society’s...”
– Susan Sontag
unemployed?
i should write a book.
got the key, now all i need is the lock
RJD2 Wax Tailor Radio Citizen Cruel Youth Thievery Corporation this is what my “monday blues” consist of.
“I dance for no reason, for reasons you can’t dance,
Call me an activist...”
– Saul Williams [i’m on a saul williams kick in case you hadn’t noticed]
“Have you ever lost yourself in a kiss? I mean pure psychedelic inebriation. Not...”
– Saul Williams (Said the Shotgun to the Head)
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a little bosa nova today →
click the link - perfect for a rainy day
